second tagged

aku xtaw la btol ke ak ditag oleh sara sbbnye nme ak ade..

so..disebabkan labi suruh wat, ak pon wat2 prasan je la yek..

n thanx gk kat labu sbb BYK SGT MENTION SAL AKU! HAHA

hi ha 23 bnde yg mungkin korg xtaw pasal ak..

1. aku ni seorang yg ssh sgt nk terasa ngn org..n kalo terasa pon mudah memaafkan la..tp once org tu btol2 wat aku terasa yg terlampau, lps2 tu aku akn sng nak terasa ngn org tu wpon psl bnde kecik..

2. kalo aku mrh ak xske tunjuk kt org tu..lg suke pendam dan sabar je..sbb nk jg hubungan sbb nti kalo kt tunjuk nnti cm da jd len hbgn tu..kdg skit jiwa gk kalo slalu cmtu sbb asyik kt je nk kne saba..

3. kalo orang mntak pndgn cntik ke x ke, ak xsmpai hati nk ckp x cntik..so ckp cntik je la..sorri la kwn2 ye ak xsanggup nk lukakan hati korg haha

4. AK SUKE GELAK..mudah utk glk..org slalu ckp ko ni asyik glk je..da rmi sgt org ckp tp ak rse cm biase je..da lwk glk la hahaha ..(tgk! glk lagi.. adoi).smpi ak pnh jmpe ade akak ni die pndai kasyaf2 ni..die kte aura kale ak kale oren..sbb ak seorg yg cheerful..btol ke? ak rse biase je

5. ak ssh nk nangis..cth, kalo dpt markah rndah ke pe, ak sedih tp ssh nk nangis n prasaan tu akn ilang sndr dgn cpt..tp, ak sng utk nangis when it comes to terharu o terasa ngn family, friends, n

n paling sng bile tgk CERITA SEDIH...air mata mmg sng je nk kuar tp thn smpi hati rse cm bengkak..bile sume org da bla trus menitik hahahah ..n, ak xkn nangis dpn org..malu kott hihi

6. ak gyt..sme cm labu n labi.. gyt gile..nek escalator kt ts pn gyt..

7. bnde paling membahagiakan ak ialah bile dpt jmpe n hang out n bork2 ngn besties.. bes sgt!! ni bkn nk prasaan, tp ak rse ak rmi bestfriends..ahaks..alhamdulillah~ kdg2 ade org xdpt rse nikmat kwn ni huhu

8. ak xsuka org yg berlagak! belagak tahu sume..tau la die pndai, tp xyh nk tunjuk2..rendah diri sudah..menyampah ok!! org yg cmtu mmg xde org suke la..sdr la diri wahai kwn~

9. xsuka orang yg sikit2 nk touching..emo..biasela kalo terasa, tp jgn la lebeh2 smpi bnde kecik pn nk gado ngn org..menyusahkan idup org len je..

10. aku ni lg sng msuk ngn org lua dr family sdri..i mean, lg sng bwk borak ngn org lua dr family sndr yg kalo mmg dr awl jrg berborak..

11. ak ni xbercita2 tinggi la..cne ni..cne kalo ak kte cita2 ak jd suri rumah??huhu

12. ak ssh nk wat decision lagi2 kalo nk plih sesuatu..arrgghhh..nk kne org len yg tolong decide kn..

13. xsuka org yg suka sgt bg comment..ni la tu la..ktuk bkn men slambe..kalo xske ke xpuas ati ke senyap jela haih

14. xsuka org cerewet..kalo senyap2 je xpe..ni nk comment2 lak

15. skang ni ak tgh berusaha dgn tabiat minum air satu botol bsr tiap ari...air sgt la pnting utk bdn yg org slalu xsdr..huhu

16. ak rse ak ni ske cubit or pkul org ble kne sakat..so, korg jgn la sakat ak, kalo x abeh la lebam2 bdn korg hahah

17. ak pling rpt ngn kakak ak yg ats ak..sbb ktorg pling sekepala..rpt smpi org ingt cm kwn..

18. bnci sgt kalo ade camping time skola..xnk gi!!! bnci..pnh skali camping g daki gunung angsi..pnt xterkata!!!!!!!!rse nk give pn ade..kaki da tergtr2..mlm tu xyh ckp r..kaki skit gila!

19. suka lgu2 siti nurhaliza. tp lg skang da xbes da sjk die kwen ngn datuk K..huhu

20. pnh patah tgn time kecik2 n pnh gk terhiris jari sbb men pisau kertas tu smpai kne jahit..mule2 xnangis pstu ble darah kuar dgn byknye br nangis..smpi skang ade parut

huhu rupenye gns gak ak ek..

21. 24 jam online ahakz (ok da kurang idea)

22. suke ble time bpk ak ajk g shopping..time ni la nk amik ape yg ak nk sbb bpk ak yg byr..hehe

23. ak dilahirkan di rumah n disambut oleh bpkku sendiri..bpk ak jd bidan

itu shje ye..nk taw yg len tnye sndr ak ye..

tata =)

penat

TELEFON ESOK PULAK!!! ISH!

hihihi

salam..

I'm going to settle up everything tomorrow..err.not everything actually.

but tomorrow i'll call uitm n uia n of course,decide..no procrastination anymore..

next week will be quite a buzy week cz on tuesday we are going to collect the money n buy all stuff for 2 days holiday in pd!

on thursday, we'll have our cupcakes baked at my house cz we plan to bring it to pd to celebrate our birthday..

n on friday, we're off to pd.. hehe..don't get jealous =p

and..if i'm destined to be one of uia student, i'll settle the payment next week! no compromise!! remember that!

then, the next next week, mayb my dear alamin friends will have a sleepover at my house..yay!!

p/s: i'm a buzy unemployer hahaha

salam

I've finished all,with the beads decorated around the hands and the knee part..except for one of my sister's..i asked her whether she want me to do that or not..she didn't mind..so cz i'm so lazy and with the fact that i ran out of idea..then i don't do it for her..n she didn't mind..n that's good =)

And now, I can turn my focus to this more important thing. It's time to get serious girl! The time is to take place really soon. but I'm still confused..yes it's about the university placement. haih.. i dunno i dunno i dunno..i hv to think about the scholarship..bt now i hv the idea that mara isn't the right choice..sorry mara, i know you don't have enough money to give us scholar n therefore i won't bother to burden you =p

But i think it's time to face the the fact. We used to be pampered with the scholarship, that's why we become so distracted to get a sponsor. and remembering that some people might not be so lucky as we were to get the scholar, it really doesn't matter if you don't get the scholar or not..we were just so lucky..so don't be so worried about that! just take it easy =)

Then I realized..this life is all about the money..everything needs money. Why oh why??

setelah sekian lame..

kenapa kita je yg selalu kena sabar..

kenapa orang lain senang2 je ckp benda yg boleh sakitkan hati orang lain..

kenapa kita je yg selalu nak jaga prasaan orang..

kenapa kita je yg kena fikir perasaan orang..

kenapa orang lain tak rase bersalah kalo sakitkan hati orang lain..

kenapa orang lain selambe je cakap..

kenapa kita je yang selalu rase diamkan diri lagi baik walaupun rase sakit hati..

kenapa kita je yang tak pernah nak tunjuk yang kita tak puas hati kat orang walaupun sebenarnya mmg perasaan tu ade...

kenapa kita je yang nak jage hati orang lain so that orang tu xkan rase kecik hati!!

kenapa!!

innallahamaassobirin~

first tag

thanx elly sbb tag!!..kalo x xterupdate la blog ni..da berhabuk da pn blog ni huhuh

DIRECTION::

-BOLD the statements that ARE true to you
-ITALICIZE the statements that you WISH were true
-LEAVE the fibs alone
-then, tag 6 people to do the same test

• 170cm tall

• I don’t know what I want at the moment.

• I’m not happy.

• I hate my friends.

• I hate my life.

• I hate my grades.

• I can drive

• I’m bored of driving

• I love dancing

• I go clubbing every week

• Shopping is bullshit

• I have a tattoo of a star.

• I got my navel pierced.

• I have friends that take drugs.

• 90% of my friends smoke.

• I still hang out with my ex, even though our break up was rather nasty

• I’m studying Fashion

• I have a business running

• I hate cartoons.

• I hate someone

• I have 10 Lollipops handbags

• I buy CLEO every month

• My parents don’t know about my blog

• I have an iPod

• I don’t have faith in the current “one”.

• My school mates know about my FB

• I wanted to be a fashion designer

• I love rock emo bands.

• I hate it when people cancel last minute meet ups

• My parents have faith in me

• I’ve bought shoes this month

• A blogger bitched about me before

• I hate sports

• I hate Italian food

• I hate meeting new people

• I hate nail polish

• The mother bear gives me hugs.

• People should start appreciating me

• High school was the worst time of my life

• I have red hair

• I’m a guy.

• I’m scared of my Biology result exam which I’m going to face someday tomorrow.

• I hate vacations

• We’ll last

• I believe in long distance relationships

• I’m going to get high and smoke weed one day soon.

• I’ve robbed an old lady.

• I’m starting to like applying make-up

• I was a tomboy

• At times I think I still am a tomboy.

• I love bitching about people behind their backs

• I still have a best friend

• I have a cat

• I hate surprise parties.

• I hate planning parties.

• I’m hot

• I’m a sinner.

• I’ve got a DS light

• I have a Wii

• I cant live without music

• Video games are a waste of time

• I miss the father bear.

• I love being in love

• I know how to cook

• Boys are assholes.

• I hate Math

• I’m happy with what I have

• I love horror films

• I slept in my parents’ room for 3 days after watching Scream when I was a kid

• My old friends keep in touch with me

• I don’t read newspapers

• The news is such a waste of time

• Blogging is a waste of time

• I hate animals

• I can't live without make-up

• I curse like a pirate.

• I’m happy with my 11 year old car

• I hate people that are smart

• I love Orange juice

• I can’t drink for nuts.

• I believe that everyone in their teens have lost their virginity

• I’ve got a new phone

• I’m going to get a new pair of shoes by the end of this month

• I love swimming

• I haven’t worked out since March

emotion

ya Allah sedihnya cerite tu...kalaulah ak tgk sorg2..dah lame bercucuran air mata..

yg ak rspect mak bpk die seorg yg sgt supportive...msti brt ujian ble ade ank seorg penagih dadah, yg keluar msuk pusat serenti..n lps tu mmg sgt berazam nk berubah, siap bg ceramah motivasi lg kt sekolah kempen anti dadah..dgn keadaan pnduduk kg yg xde ati perut asyik mencaci je...dah la wujud manusia yg perangai mcm iblis menghasut balik...tp die byk kali menang utk lwn..tp akhirnye sampai satu thp kalah jgk nk melawan..sedihnye..smpi satu thp bpk die da xleh thn kecewa dgn anknye..halau keluar anknye..tp esoknye pulak ajk anknye blik rumah...tp akhirnye disbbkn gian yg sgt..die jd sgt lemah..smpaikn bpk die xthn tgk anknye derita..bpk die amikkn dadah utk bg kt anknye..tp mse tu die mmg xnk, dlm keadaan menggigil, diselimutkn oleh mk nye..sedihnye...paling sedih ble die smpat mintak ampun kt mak bpk die dlm keadaan terbaring menggigil-gigil, bpk die suruh die mkn dadah tu, tp die xnk jgk...akhirnye die...tetapi smpt utk berzikir..sedihnye..slh satu cerita paling sedih ak tgk...smpi lps abis cerita tu ak duduk sorg2 ak menangis...

rupanya cerita tu arahan mawi...mungkin psl cerita keluarga die...menambahkan lg sedih ble lagu mawi digunakan..sedinya lgu tu.... ibu bapa yg sangat tabah~

interesting

' Because my mother didn't like to write letters, she never bothered to use any punctuation.(kalo korg xtaw punctuation tu ape ni ha < . , : ; >).Once i recieved a letter from her without commas or full stops. At the bottom of the page she included a row of punctuation marks along with the instruction "put this where you see fit". '

haha.nak try la kalo tulis surat kat org =p msti bengang!

haih

as i told you!!!!!

the weird thing...

this is really happening...

the weird thing has just started....

omg my guess is always true..huuu

hmm??

i guess things will go even more weird..

which i don't like.

it's like, what's happening will be eventually revealed..by itself..

nothing

weird message again...

confusing.reallyreallyreallyconfusing.

salam...

just bought two packets of full cream fernleaf milk powder....

this time gonna have it 3 times a day...

wish me luck....

i'm sleepy...

45 is enough....

don't go over it...

46 is still ok...

well, let's make this slowly..

hmm...tonite my parents were off to dinner at a new restaurant...owned by their old friend, um it's like this..that man is my father's best friend back then in UK...

lately they've been so close again...

haha the funny thing is...

they set up a date for my sister...

it was not like a real dating...

ok ok..let me tell u...

the other day when we met that uncle at one of the wedding ceremony..

he told my parents that he wished that they could become a 'besan'

then...one day...they came over to my house n bring their not-married son (the one they wanted to marry off to my sister)....

my sister (the victim of circumstance), who stayed at kuantan, was asked to come home..

my mother was so clever that she told my sis that their old friends wanted to see their children..

as if they wanted to catch up to each other's life after so many years they were not contacting to one another..

my sis had no idea about this, then she came home....both family met...

that nite only my mom told to my sis bout their wish..haha n my sis say No!! haha

both parents already agreed bt the decision is all in the guy n the girl's hand

i don't know if it happen to me...

TAK NAK!!

hehehehehe......

salam....

arrrggggghhhh kalo setiap ari la mcm ni...xtaw la nk jd ape....

BOSAN!!

sy tngguh..then da lupe...then kete rosak...then da xleh nk wat.

pdn muke! sape suruh tngguh! suke sgt tangguh....

moral of the story...don't procrastinate!

tp sy rase sy ni mmg jenis wat keje last minute la..sbb sy mls nk pk.

hmm.supposely ri ni kuar tgk alice in wonderland...tp ramai yg xleh..so kuar esok plak...

wee heee

LABU AND LABI, BILA MAHU DATANG KE RUMAH SAYA HA?

saye sgt bosan! kamu berdua duduk la rumah saye dua mlm ke...hahahha

nnti boleh kt mndi pool, gossip2...mcm ari tu yg elly n fisha dtg tu skjp sgt...

xsmpat nk buat ape2..

tlgla bg cadangan ape yg sy patut buat kt rumah ni...

da bosan menjahit..mesen pon asyik wat hal.jarum semua da patah!

hmm..ttbe rse nk wat cross-stitch. tp kat ne nk beli ek? yg ade gmba n kite just ikot je...

hahah

klaka la tgk korg karaoke..

sumbang gile!

glk sorg2 je bile tgk balik video tu..

aku ade sorg kwn ni...kalo borak mmg la suke wat lwk bodo die tu...

(B adalah kwn yg dimaksudkan)

ni perbualan die n sorg lg kwn ak...

A: pkwe ko blaja mne?

B: USJ (hahaha bajet fly us, pdhl org tnye uni mne. pkwe die senanye xblaja. A ni xtaw)

A: eh ade ke uni name usj? (hahaha sorg ni pon sengal)

B: ade kn name tmpt USJ? (tnye org balik plak!)

A: kos ape?

B: kosmetik...

hahahahahah bengong... klaka la kwn ak sorg nih...haih~

p E n I n G

oh boy oh boy....

what do i say?hmm

arrrggghhh xtawla pening....

nk bls pe? die bkn nye ckp pn..

xphm ape mksud die...

ptt ke aku wat bodoh, or ckp ak xphm, or suh die straight to the point, or..errr...

adoi xtawla

hahahah

btw, td aku g anta mak n makcik aku kat klia..

then aku tolongla amikkn trolley..

haha malu je x pandai tolak..

nk bg die jln kn kene tolak holder trolley tu ke bwh kn..

aku g tarik ke atas..boleh la jgak jalan tp salah care aku tu..

ttbe ade amoi ni tolong tunjuk kat troley ak bwk tu..

time tu die tgh call...

ak ingt die nk rampas troley aku..rupenye nk tunjuk care btul...

hahahahah...kampung btol la ak nih...

salam..

AIM..

There is a thing that i really work on these days. Guess what.?......any idea?........ jeng3~

I really want to increase my weight. My aim for this long break is to increase my weight by 5 kg..
hmm my friend has suggested me to drink full cream milk (not the fresh milk..powder one) at least twice a day..
she said her cousin do so and managed to increase 5 kg in a week...r u kidding me?haha
why it didn't work for me? i only have 0.5kg increment..
seems like i have to double up the rate of taken hahaha..
meaning i have to buy another packet cz it remains half already..oh not half..quarter really.... ^^

a new start

salam..

so here we go..i'm writing a blog!! err to be exact, i'm typing a blog...hahaha
this is so not me!! this is totally influenced by my beloved labu n labi...100% i bet u! hihi no offence! i know it's kind of late bcz everybody has started a blog a long time ago. bt bcz of my serious boredom i can't help to have it one.hihi

well, according to labu, it's been almost 5 months since we graduated from the bloody Ausmat programme!! hmm i'm all bored staying at home without any job..yet i'm so happy bcz the leisure i'm indulging in now makes me happy, after all pains, obstacle with so many tests of studies, roomates n being sick of so many assignments and exams i'd been facing through one and a half year..not worth saying anyway

basically my daily routine is not that interesting...not even interesting actually..everyday i get on9, watching na o mei, the drama i won't miss, but i would say my lappy is in front of me most of the time..if not staying at home, i meet up with my school friends who are also in a long break like me..haha..

It's pathetic that you've done nothing at home..sleep n wake up everyday like me.. i feel like an idiot n a loser..well, one thing i can at least be proud of myself is that i'm able to make a bj kurung n bj kurung moden..hahahaa. it's not that i want to show off or wteva but at least i can feel a kind of satisfaction in myself..hmm i know that's a load of crap here..like i care..no one will read this though..except for labu or labi..hehe but i'm not gonna let them put the link of my blog in theirs..cz actually i dont like people to read this except the ones that i'm really close with..

i think that's all for now..i haven't get a lunch yet..so back off!! haha
tata salam...