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aku xtaw la btol ke ak ditag oleh sara sbbnye nme ak ade..

so..disebabkan labi suruh wat, ak pon wat2 prasan je la yek..

n thanx gk kat labu sbb BYK SGT MENTION SAL AKU! HAHA

hi ha 23 bnde yg mungkin korg xtaw pasal ak..

1. aku ni seorang yg ssh sgt nk terasa ngn org..n kalo terasa pon mudah memaafkan la..tp once org tu btol2 wat aku terasa yg terlampau, lps2 tu aku akn sng nak terasa ngn org tu wpon psl bnde kecik..

2. kalo aku mrh ak xske tunjuk kt org tu..lg suke pendam dan sabar je..sbb nk jg hubungan sbb nti kalo kt tunjuk nnti cm da jd len hbgn tu..kdg skit jiwa gk kalo slalu cmtu sbb asyik kt je nk kne saba..

3. kalo orang mntak pndgn cntik ke x ke, ak xsmpai hati nk ckp x cntik..so ckp cntik je la..sorri la kwn2 ye ak xsanggup nk lukakan hati korg haha

4. AK SUKE GELAK..mudah utk glk..org slalu ckp ko ni asyik glk je..da rmi sgt org ckp tp ak rse cm biase je..da lwk glk la hahaha ..(tgk! glk lagi.. adoi).smpi ak pnh jmpe ade akak ni die pndai kasyaf2 ni..die kte aura kale ak kale oren..sbb ak seorg yg cheerful..btol ke? ak rse biase je

5. ak ssh nk nangis..cth, kalo dpt markah rndah ke pe, ak sedih tp ssh nk nangis n prasaan tu akn ilang sndr dgn cpt..tp, ak sng utk nangis when it comes to terharu o terasa ngn family, friends, n

n paling sng bile tgk CERITA SEDIH...air mata mmg sng je nk kuar tp thn smpi hati rse cm bengkak..bile sume org da bla trus menitik hahahah ..n, ak xkn nangis dpn org..malu kott hihi

6. ak gyt..sme cm labu n labi.. gyt gile..nek escalator kt ts pn gyt..

7. bnde paling membahagiakan ak ialah bile dpt jmpe n hang out n bork2 ngn besties.. bes sgt!! ni bkn nk prasaan, tp ak rse ak rmi bestfriends..ahaks..alhamdulillah~ kdg2 ade org xdpt rse nikmat kwn ni huhu

8. ak xsuka org yg berlagak! belagak tahu sume..tau la die pndai, tp xyh nk tunjuk2..rendah diri sudah..menyampah ok!! org yg cmtu mmg xde org suke la..sdr la diri wahai kwn~

9. xsuka orang yg sikit2 nk touching..emo..biasela kalo terasa, tp jgn la lebeh2 smpi bnde kecik pn nk gado ngn org..menyusahkan idup org len je..

10. aku ni lg sng msuk ngn org lua dr family sdri..i mean, lg sng bwk borak ngn org lua dr family sndr yg kalo mmg dr awl jrg berborak..

11. ak ni xbercita2 tinggi la..cne ni..cne kalo ak kte cita2 ak jd suri rumah??huhu

12. ak ssh nk wat decision lagi2 kalo nk plih sesuatu..arrgghhh..nk kne org len yg tolong decide kn..

13. xsuka org yg suka sgt bg comment..ni la tu la..ktuk bkn men slambe..kalo xske ke xpuas ati ke senyap jela haih

14. xsuka org cerewet..kalo senyap2 je xpe..ni nk comment2 lak

15. skang ni ak tgh berusaha dgn tabiat minum air satu botol bsr tiap ari...air sgt la pnting utk bdn yg org slalu xsdr..huhu

16. ak rse ak ni ske cubit or pkul org ble kne sakat..so, korg jgn la sakat ak, kalo x abeh la lebam2 bdn korg hahah

17. ak pling rpt ngn kakak ak yg ats ak..sbb ktorg pling sekepala..rpt smpi org ingt cm kwn..

18. bnci sgt kalo ade camping time skola..xnk gi!!! bnci..pnh skali camping g daki gunung angsi..pnt xterkata!!!!!!!!rse nk give pn ade..kaki da tergtr2..mlm tu xyh ckp r..kaki skit gila!

19. suka lgu2 siti nurhaliza. tp lg skang da xbes da sjk die kwen ngn datuk K..huhu

20. pnh patah tgn time kecik2 n pnh gk terhiris jari sbb men pisau kertas tu smpai kne jahit..mule2 xnangis pstu ble darah kuar dgn byknye br nangis..smpi skang ade parut

huhu rupenye gns gak ak ek..

21. 24 jam online ahakz (ok da kurang idea)

22. suke ble time bpk ak ajk g shopping..time ni la nk amik ape yg ak nk sbb bpk ak yg byr..hehe

23. ak dilahirkan di rumah n disambut oleh bpkku sendiri..bpk ak jd bidan

itu shje ye..nk taw yg len tnye sndr ak ye..

tata =)

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TELEFON ESOK PULAK!!! ISH!

hihihi

salam..

I'm going to settle up everything tomorrow..err.not everything actually.

but tomorrow i'll call uitm n uia n of course,decide..no procrastination anymore..

next week will be quite a buzy week cz on tuesday we are going to collect the money n buy all stuff for 2 days holiday in pd!

on thursday, we'll have our cupcakes baked at my house cz we plan to bring it to pd to celebrate our birthday..

n on friday, we're off to pd.. hehe..don't get jealous =p

and..if i'm destined to be one of uia student, i'll settle the payment next week! no compromise!! remember that!

then, the next next week, mayb my dear alamin friends will have a sleepover at my house..yay!!

p/s: i'm a buzy unemployer hahaha

salam

I've finished all,with the beads decorated around the hands and the knee part..except for one of my sister's..i asked her whether she want me to do that or not..she didn't mind..so cz i'm so lazy and with the fact that i ran out of idea..then i don't do it for her..n she didn't mind..n that's good =)

And now, I can turn my focus to this more important thing. It's time to get serious girl! The time is to take place really soon. but I'm still confused..yes it's about the university placement. haih.. i dunno i dunno i dunno..i hv to think about the scholarship..bt now i hv the idea that mara isn't the right choice..sorry mara, i know you don't have enough money to give us scholar n therefore i won't bother to burden you =p

But i think it's time to face the the fact. We used to be pampered with the scholarship, that's why we become so distracted to get a sponsor. and remembering that some people might not be so lucky as we were to get the scholar, it really doesn't matter if you don't get the scholar or not..we were just so lucky..so don't be so worried about that! just take it easy =)

Then I realized..this life is all about the money..everything needs money. Why oh why??

setelah sekian lame..

kenapa kita je yg selalu kena sabar..

kenapa orang lain senang2 je ckp benda yg boleh sakitkan hati orang lain..

kenapa kita je yg selalu nak jaga prasaan orang..

kenapa kita je yg kena fikir perasaan orang..

kenapa orang lain tak rase bersalah kalo sakitkan hati orang lain..

kenapa orang lain selambe je cakap..

kenapa kita je yang selalu rase diamkan diri lagi baik walaupun rase sakit hati..

kenapa kita je yang tak pernah nak tunjuk yang kita tak puas hati kat orang walaupun sebenarnya mmg perasaan tu ade...

kenapa kita je yang nak jage hati orang lain so that orang tu xkan rase kecik hati!!

kenapa!!

innallahamaassobirin~

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thanx elly sbb tag!!..kalo x xterupdate la blog ni..da berhabuk da pn blog ni huhuh

DIRECTION::

-BOLD the statements that ARE true to you
-ITALICIZE the statements that you WISH were true
-LEAVE the fibs alone
-then, tag 6 people to do the same test

• 170cm tall

• I don’t know what I want at the moment.

• I’m not happy.

• I hate my friends.

• I hate my life.

• I hate my grades.

• I can drive

• I’m bored of driving

• I love dancing

• I go clubbing every week

• Shopping is bullshit

• I have a tattoo of a star.

• I got my navel pierced.

• I have friends that take drugs.

• 90% of my friends smoke.

• I still hang out with my ex, even though our break up was rather nasty

• I’m studying Fashion

• I have a business running

• I hate cartoons.

• I hate someone

• I have 10 Lollipops handbags

• I buy CLEO every month

• My parents don’t know about my blog

• I have an iPod

• I don’t have faith in the current “one”.

• My school mates know about my FB

• I wanted to be a fashion designer

• I love rock emo bands.

• I hate it when people cancel last minute meet ups

• My parents have faith in me

• I’ve bought shoes this month

• A blogger bitched about me before

• I hate sports

• I hate Italian food

• I hate meeting new people

• I hate nail polish

• The mother bear gives me hugs.

• People should start appreciating me

• High school was the worst time of my life

• I have red hair

• I’m a guy.

• I’m scared of my Biology result exam which I’m going to face someday tomorrow.

• I hate vacations

• We’ll last

• I believe in long distance relationships

• I’m going to get high and smoke weed one day soon.

• I’ve robbed an old lady.

• I’m starting to like applying make-up

• I was a tomboy

• At times I think I still am a tomboy.

• I love bitching about people behind their backs

• I still have a best friend

• I have a cat

• I hate surprise parties.

• I hate planning parties.

• I’m hot

• I’m a sinner.

• I’ve got a DS light

• I have a Wii

• I cant live without music

• Video games are a waste of time

• I miss the father bear.

• I love being in love

• I know how to cook

• Boys are assholes.

• I hate Math

• I’m happy with what I have

• I love horror films

• I slept in my parents’ room for 3 days after watching Scream when I was a kid

• My old friends keep in touch with me

• I don’t read newspapers

• The news is such a waste of time

• Blogging is a waste of time

• I hate animals

• I can't live without make-up

• I curse like a pirate.

• I’m happy with my 11 year old car

• I hate people that are smart

• I love Orange juice

• I can’t drink for nuts.

• I believe that everyone in their teens have lost their virginity

• I’ve got a new phone

• I’m going to get a new pair of shoes by the end of this month

• I love swimming

• I haven’t worked out since March

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ya Allah sedihnya cerite tu...kalaulah ak tgk sorg2..dah lame bercucuran air mata..

yg ak rspect mak bpk die seorg yg sgt supportive...msti brt ujian ble ade ank seorg penagih dadah, yg keluar msuk pusat serenti..n lps tu mmg sgt berazam nk berubah, siap bg ceramah motivasi lg kt sekolah kempen anti dadah..dgn keadaan pnduduk kg yg xde ati perut asyik mencaci je...dah la wujud manusia yg perangai mcm iblis menghasut balik...tp die byk kali menang utk lwn..tp akhirnye sampai satu thp kalah jgk nk melawan..sedihnye..smpi satu thp bpk die da xleh thn kecewa dgn anknye..halau keluar anknye..tp esoknye pulak ajk anknye blik rumah...tp akhirnye disbbkn gian yg sgt..die jd sgt lemah..smpaikn bpk die xthn tgk anknye derita..bpk die amikkn dadah utk bg kt anknye..tp mse tu die mmg xnk, dlm keadaan menggigil, diselimutkn oleh mk nye..sedihnye...paling sedih ble die smpat mintak ampun kt mak bpk die dlm keadaan terbaring menggigil-gigil, bpk die suruh die mkn dadah tu, tp die xnk jgk...akhirnye die...tetapi smpt utk berzikir..sedihnye..slh satu cerita paling sedih ak tgk...smpi lps abis cerita tu ak duduk sorg2 ak menangis...

rupanya cerita tu arahan mawi...mungkin psl cerita keluarga die...menambahkan lg sedih ble lagu mawi digunakan..sedinya lgu tu.... ibu bapa yg sangat tabah~